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A friend mentioned I post too many lyrics. I told her, I love ‘em. Love them to bits. Like I said before, when words fail you, lyrics helps to say aloud what you think or feel.

Stef asked, “Are songs written about true life, or do we live our lives like songs?”

Frankly I have no idea. I guess it works both ways. Except I seem to prefer the sappy type… sometimes even tragic. It’s sad. Depressing even. So does it say what kind of person I am? Perhaps. That’s for you to find out.

So don’t start wishing I’d quit posting lyrics because I won’t! I’m going to repeat myself. I love lyrics! Sue me. Haha!

Shall do a proper posting later. Till then… Cheers!

You confuse me…

Damaged – TLC

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don’t always say, what’s on my mind
You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy
But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I’m kinda scared
Cos I don’t want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low
I’m so much to manage
I think you should know that
I’ve been damaged
I’m falling in love
There’s one disadvantage
I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if you’re all mine
I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through
Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care (And I care about you so much)
And I really really really want you (I really do want you)
And I think I’m kinda scared (But I’m scared with every touch)
Cos I don’t want to lose you (Cos I don’t want to lose you)

If you really really really care (If you care for me like you say)
Then maybe you can hang through (Then maybe you can hang through)
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
It’s nothing to you (It’s nothing to you, you)

My heart’s at a low (low)
I’m so much to manage
I think you should know that (I think you should know)
I’ve been damaged
I’m falling in love (I’m falling in love)
There’s one disadvantage
I think you should know that I’ve been damaged (I think you should know that)

My heart’s at a low
I’m so much to manage (I’m so much to manage)
I think you should know that (I think you should know that)
I’ve been damaged (I’ve been damaged)
I’m falling in love (I love you so)
There’s one disadvantage (I love you so)
I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you
And I think I’m kinda scared
Cos I don’t want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It’s nothing to you (It’s nothing to you)

My heart’s at a low
I’m so much to manage
I think you should know that (Ooh I think you should know I’ve been damaged)
I’ve been damaged (I’ve been damaged baby)
I’m falling in love (Falling in love with you baby, yeah)
There’s one disadvantage
I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I love this song.*sigh*

The Long Goodbye – Ronan Keating

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don’t come back again
Then it’s meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain’t pulling me through

Cos I’m still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it’s just you and me going through the mill
(climbin’ up a hill)

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can’t make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You’re gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it’s over, let’s face it
All that’s happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can’t make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You’re gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it’s over, Let’s face it
All that’s happening here is the long goodbye

The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why

Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I’m never coming back again

I’m disturbed. It’s been taking me ages to drift off to dreamland. Last night it took me two and a half hours to finally fall asleep! I was in bed at 9.30… tossing and turning. *sigh* So once again, I wake up late, feeling crappy and exhausted. Oh its gonna be a long day.

I was asking someone to help me get some stationary when she commented its impossible to find anything on my table at its current state of messiness. Well whaddya know? I can’t find my own stuff too! Doh! Need to springclean a bit… it’s a bad sign when you can’t even accept your own state of chaos. Too much paper… *shakes head*

Oh! It’s someone’s birthday today (I think…) and I doubt he’d be reading this. In any case, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON! *huggies & muacks* You’ve reached the thirty-nothing mark! *smiles sweetly*

There is something very wrong with the layout. My right table can’t seem to appear… so there goes my links, tagboard and whatever else. Sheesh. Possibly it’s due to a glitch over at Blogger’s end. Well, it’d better be their fault! I’ve checked the codes umpteen times and it loads fine on preview mode.

Argh… I’m having a headache.

Adrian noticed I put on weight just by looking at the pictures. Is the difference that great? *gets all self conscious* I guess it’s time to go on diet huh?

Later…

At last! My new layout is up! Still have loads of tweaking to do though but it’s largely done. Now I can finally move along to something else…

Ahh… heard this song three times this morning. Lovely lovely song.

Angel – Amanda Perez

It’s been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn’t good enough for you, no
So I asked God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
‘Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can’t have my love no more
Cause my heart can’t take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
‘Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin’ now
But you can’t have it
God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
‘Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes)
Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh..

Shall blog later… been skiving on the blog entries cos I was too caught up with the layout.

Borrowed a CD from Jessie… and this is one of the few songs I really liked. Don’t you just love good lyrics? Sometimes they are so good they convey the feelings in your heart… feelings you won’t be able to express otherwise… *sighs*

Ocean Deep – Cliff Richard
Love,
Can’t you see I’m alone,
Can’t you give this fool a chance?
A little love is all I ask,
A little kindness in the night.
Please don’t leave me behind,
No, don’t tell me love is blind.
A little love is all I ask,
And that is all.

Love,
I’ve been searching so long,
I’ve been searching high and low.
A little love is all I ask,
A little sadness when you go.
Maybe you need a friend?
Only please don’t let’s pretend.
A little love is all I ask,
And that is all.

Ooh, I wanna spread my wings,
But I just can’t fly,
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by.
Ocean Deep,
I’m so afraid to show my feelings,
I have sailed a millions ceilings in my solitary room.

Ocean deep,
Will I ever find a love?
Maybe she has found another,
And as I cry my self to sleep,
I know this love of mine
I’ll keep

Ocean Ocean Deep,
I’m so lonely,
Ocean Deep,
On my own in my room,
I’m so lonely.
Ocean Deep

So I’ve been kinda quiet today. Not that I was really busy at work or anything… Rather, I was having a field day clicking about!

Yeah, Doris sent me a link to a very interesting blog. My my, the owner of that blog seemed a very eligible bachelor! That was until I realised he’s gay. DOH! *roll eyes* Hopes dashed. Anyway he has many interesting links and from there I got lost in cyberspace. Haha! That was fun!

*rubba rubba eyes*

But it seems the more blogs I read, the more I crave a book. A REAL book. Something to hold, to flip and to bookmark. Something with a plot instead of fragments here and there. I’m anal, I can’t take it, the fragments I mean. After a while, it irks me to the core and I get mind-fucked. But I enjoy blogs… they feed my voyeuristic demands. In other words, I’m KAYPO! Still, I need a book!

I think I shall buy a new book but Stef just mentioned that my horoscope says I’m inclined to splurge today. I wonder how true that is… although I gotta admit that I’ve been thinking of getting a couple of new New Age CDs. Ahh… retail therapy is addictive.

Seems I gotta wait till Wednesday or Thursday to get myself a new book. Stef marmie cajoled me to wait… till we have time to hang out and read books for free! *sulks*

Ooh.. I’m a happy bunnie. Doris just said she is going to lend me some books!