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Well, it’s been that long huh? More than 6 months has passed, and if I may say so, in a blur. An arduous journey it was but I’m grateful to be able to have gone through this.
I can’t say for sure that I’ve forgotten but perhaps it’s not about turning my back on all that [...]

I never expect myself to be this weak… but it’s almost 8 weeks and counting.
I tell myself over and over that I’m ok, that everything will be alright. It’s all good. The most important thing I tell myself every day is that you’re happier this way… so I should be happy too.
What Hurts The Most [...]

The title says it all…
The night our souls collided, your name was forever etched on the walls of my heart.
Always Be My Baby – Mariah Carey/David Cook
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know [...]

I thought the rivers had run dry. Yet the tears welling up proved otherwise.
Just when I thought I am ready to take a forward stride, the first step in walking away, I get washed up in memories of you and I falter. The memory of you still brings a smile to my face.
You’re so far [...]

I think there is a huge problem when I’m not able to ogle and look at men any more.
Well, I mean I can still appreciate their looks and everything. But that’s about it… no secret fantasies, just a split second of admiration.
Someone is so deeply ingrained in my mind that inevitably I’ll just decide that [...]

Dearest B,
My darling, my love, my panda, my mr Bibik, my favourite person in the world and more.
It’s been a very long while since I last saw you and I’ve been thinking about you everyday.
Firstly I must apologise as I probably won’t be as eloquent as I usually am. Penning this is difficult. Amid the [...]

Days and weeks spent in deep thoughts, trying to make sense of all that has happened. Minutes continue to crawl and slowly I’m starting to breathe again.
Your shadow still lingers in the deep recesses of my mind. Often when I’m staring blankly ahead, I see you, smiling.
I’ve inked the thoughts of my head and heart. [...]

Sometimes in our quest for answers and to reach the final destination, we forget that it is the knowledge and experience gained from the journey that matters the most.
When I finally opened my heart, I started learning the lessons I’m meant to be learning.
“Love should be affirmative”, he said, “it should be about acceptance, accepting [...]