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I was sobbing though I don’t remember what caused such misery. This was the second time this month.
I could only remember crying so hard in those dreams till I gasped for breath.
And I thought my tear ducts have gone dry. I’ve lost the ability to cry since 2004.

One of my fave songs…
Not a song for any ex-bfs… more like a song to myself, of coming to terms with the past and safely saying goodbye. I’m glad to be where I am.
Cool – Gwen Steffani
It’s hard to remember how it felt before.
Now I found the love of my life…
Passes things get [...]

So many things to write yet I’ve seem to have forgotten what they were I meant to write.
The search engine’s gone wonky with nonsensical sites ranking high on the results page.
Bots have found their way to my site and left spam comments.
I’m pmsy… *growls*
I’ve loads of stuff left undone. Emails left unanswered. (Oh I’ve got [...]

Last week
- Getting pampering treats from mum. It’s such a luxury. My manicure and pedicure is able to last for two weeks since I hardly do any house chores. Facial and spa is next!
- Seeing him on the couch, air-condition on, laptop showing soccer results, while the plasma screened the live soccer match. Sips of [...]

I have the pleasure of chain smoking and listening to Nickelback’s Photograph on repeat mode while I browse my old photographs.
Another night where sleep eludes. How horrid. And I used to adore flu medication… they never had any problems knocking me out cold. Apparently not now.
So I’m up and as I’ve just mentioned, looking through [...]

I’m going through one of those phases where I’ll get totally into something before the novelty dies off.
No lah! Not guys lah! Though it also applies. Heh.
Right now, I’m suffering from acute wanderlust. I’ve been getting this urge to take off and travel around the world for years. This year, I’m toying with the ultimate [...]

Email conversation earlier today…
Me: How are you?
Georgie: Dead.
Me: Ooooh! They have email in heaven?
Georgie: Haha!

The sudden news had us reeling in shock.
It’s quite different wishing for something and after having it realised, discover our reactions aren’t quite what we expected.
I wasn’t emotional, not quite. I’m not celebrating either. It feels strange. There’s an air of sombriety and uncertainty. It’s an anxious wait to see what’s next.
While changes are inevitable, [...]