I’m in a fix, sorta. I hate making decisions, especially big huge, life changing ones. I’m too indecisive, procrastinates too much… and worry over the slightest issue.

Anyhow, the issue at hand? I’m deciding if I should go to Hongkong at the end of December (26th-30th) with Marmie, Funshine Komodo Dragon and Eug.

Yes, a simple problem blown out of proportion because I’m such a “worry-wart”. But I can’t help it! There are simply too many things to take into consideration… money, work, and most importantly, being away from my baby!

Frankly, I would love to go. It’s a Christmas trip with Marmie! Besides, holidays with friends are often interesting (something about the freedom of being away from anal adults) and insightful. There is nothing better than a road trip to learn about each individual’s quirks, likes and dislikes…

If I go, it’s likely to be a holiday on a shoestring budget. My purpose is to simply wander around and take pictures instead of shopping. Another enticing bit is the fact that I’ll get to wear winter clothes! I’ve always been attracted to fall fashion… however I’m darn scared of cold! Brrr…

Oh yes, I will have to find out if my friends will be there to bring us around too… It’s always safer to have a “local” with us…

But… my baby won’t be able to join us (assuming if I’m going)!!! And I know I will miss him loads… as it is… I already miss him when he is not around me. Sigh. Would be superb and enjoyable if he can join me though. He has been telling me to go. To take pictures of the tram up the peak, the cross junctions of causeway bay, the deserted train station stops, the old bridges, the old shophouses and the bus terminal at the airport etc…

If I don’t go, I can save the money and use it to buy me a new DSLR camera instead. Hmmm.

Sigh. Decisions…