emo trippin’ – the good, the bad & the fab
I really ought to be blogging more and noting down all that has been happening. There was a transition that many were not aware of, except those I confided in… yet there were still many that were shocked by the turn of events… and my change of status. Heh.
Lets see… I am slowly getting out of my shell. I’ve been too much of a hermit the past few months and now I have to get used to having a social life again though most of the activities involves my darling Rek. Yup, we’ve been making the effort to spend loads of time together.
All along I’ve been this lazy bunnie who refuse to step out of the house much… weekdays were spent going to and from work while weekends were spent at home catching up on my sleep… I am simply too lazy to meet people and make senseless conversations. Have I mentioned I am boring? (I have no idea where some get the idea I am a huge party animal… Bah.)
But anyway… interestingly my baby managed to get me to come out without trying. It all started innocently enough… we were aquaintances, having met once a couple of years back while we were still involved in our previous relationship. On and off I’ll hear about him and it was quite a surprise when I received a message from him on Friendster. Some exchanged messages and online chats later, it was a natural progression to meet up. Actually… he took MC and wanted a dinner companion… plus a bait to lure Stef marmie out. Lol! He is marmie’s good buddy and they have not met in ages… so yeah… that’s how it all started…
Marmie made a comment just right after we had met. She joked that it would be really weird should Rek and I end up together… both of us met while we were in our previous emotional entanglements but never been in contact. Both have been single for over a year… and walking along our own paths separated by a fence. But suddenly we decided to stop at the same instant, turned and found each other across the fence… makes for a wonderful cheena movie don’t you think? Lol!
In any case, I have made my choice and I am happy. How can I not be when Rek is wonderfully sweet to me?!!!
Damn I miss him so much now… especially the way he wraps his arms around me.
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Song of the Moment: Always Be My Baby - David Cook
Maramune
October 28th, 2003 at 10:35 pm
ya mean all ya past bf’s were ugly ar? next time must bring
pics out 2 let me c c leh .. \^0^/
vanisia
October 28th, 2003 at 11:45 pm
whose pics?