Advice given by my own private gypsy earlier this morning:

Whatever will be, will be.
But you gotta decide first, what is it you want.
If u want him, wish a little harder, Cos things have a funny way of happening these few weeks.
Whatever you wish for, you will have it.
Why don’t you just go ahead and do something for yourself for once?
Instead of being so repressed.

Do whatever you want, as you please.
As long as it pleases you.
Take that step forward.
But before you do, decide on it,and then make that wish.

This year, you won’t completely get what you want,
But you’d still have fun along the way so decide first.
Tell yourself, I’d just relax and have fun, and stop worrying what will happen next and then you’d know what to do.

And p/s: If you feel like doing something today, do it, you might get a pleasant reply in return.